I always feel like I’m backed into a corner when it comes to serious conversations with him, especially ones like tonight.
He’s not in the best mood, and all I want to do is make him feel better and happy and just….not like this.
I had such a good day and I’ve been in such a good mood. And I just want to share my good mood with him and make everything okay.
I don’t like seeing him like this.
He said “I wish you could understand me like I understand.” I want to understand him so badly. I wish I could just look at him and know what’s bothering him. I wish I knew exactly what to say to him.
I’ve always been an open book, and I just want him to be the same. But not just because I want him to. I want him to be comfortable with being open with me like I am with him. Is that asking too much? Should I ask at all?
And even when he does talk about things, he just lets it just consume him. And then the conversation just isn’t the same after that.